Even though many years passed, it continues.
I'm captured by memories of my past.
Love, sorrow, all my sensations -
I don't feel it anymore. There's only one thing left.
On top of a bed in a room turning black, I'm waiting
for these footsteps. Aren't they drawing closer?
Please don't come again, I beg you, but you... to me...
You finished. I fall asleep.
どうか
自由させて
僕は飽きてしまった
どうか
返してよ
僕の大事な幼少
Please
set me free somehow.
I'm tired of this.
Please
return it somehow.
My precious childhood.
Even though many years passed, it continues.
But I think somebody has noticed.
No matter what happens, that person returns,
says their usual "I love you!" and flashes a smile.
I stopped praying because God doesn't exist.
But even if it's small, I have some hope again.
I look into your eyes and can't believe you it's alright.
Take a knife and kill me.
どうか
自由させて
僕は飽きてしまった
どうか
返してよ
僕の大事な幸せ
Please
set me free somehow.
I'm tired of this.
Please
return it somehow.
My precious happiness.
I feel sleepy on top of a bed in a room turning black.
Aren't these footsteps drawing closer?
You embraced me and cried without letting go.
Because of me...? I fall asleep.
On top of the floor in a room turning red you carressed my hair.
I was able to feel something in the end.
"I beg you, even if it's just an excuse, let me hear something..."
I really am precious to you.
credits
from 地獄から子守歌 [Lullabies From Hell] (C90),
released August 13, 2016
Original: 緑のサナトリウム from Neo-traditionalism of Japan by ZUN
Vocals: Lian
Lyrics: H*M
Arranger: Karasu
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