地獄から子守歌 [Lullabies From Hell] (C90)

by Solair Echoes

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released August 13, 2016

credits

arrangement:
Karasu

violin:
Emmy (Track 09)

Lyrics:
H*M (Track 02/03/05)
Karasu (Track 06/08/10/11)
Lian (Track 07)

Vocals:
H*M (Track 02/03/07/10)
Lian (Track 05/06/08/10)
Emmy (Track 02/08/10/11)

illustration:
Lian

all music ©Team Shanghai Alice (ZUN)

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Track Name: 寂寞地獄 (Deserted Hell)
「二人は永久まで一人のような」
壊れ潰された 『コ』 が言った
愛満ちた地獄で 寂しくない
それは十分だ

"We will be like one forever",
said the girl who was crushed.
I'm not lonely in this hell filled with love
and that's enough.

守りたくて 愛したくて 続いたくて 隣にいたくて
声を聞いて 顔を見せて 温度を感じて

I want to protect you. I want to love you. I want it to go on. I want to be besides you.
Let me hear your voice. Let me see your face. I feel your warmth.

髪を撫でて 守りたくて 愛したくて 続いたくて
隣にいたくて 声を聞いて 温度を感じて

Carress my hair. I want to protect you. I want to love you. I want it to go on.
I want to be besides you. Let me hear your voice. I feel your warmth.

天国はいなくても構わない
笑いを見られるだけでいい
三千世界はね 生き地獄だ
死んでもいい

I wouldn't care even if heaven didn't exist.
I'm fine with only watching you laugh.
The whole world is a living hell.
I wish I'd just die.

手をつないで 触りたくて 何処まででも 走り出せる
世界はただ 回り続く 体の中 誰が動く

Take my hand, I want to feel you. We can run everywhere.
The world just continues spinning. Somebody moves inside of me.

手をつないで 触りたくて 何処まででも 走り出せる
世界はただ… 体の中…

Take my hand, I want to feel you. We can run everywhere.
The world just... inside of me...

負けてしまった不治の病ボクは
『イトシキ』 を壊れ潰した
寂寞地獄から 子守り歌が
奏で始めてた

I, who has lost to my incurable illness,
crushed my beloved one.
The lullaby from deserted hell
starts playing,

解離した現実界 それだけ
二つの世界の間で
寂寞世界はね もっと酷くて
死にたがりて

The real world just began to dissociate
and I was stuck between two worlds.
The deserted hell, you know, is more cruel.
I just want to die.

キミワドウシテ カノジョノコト コロシテイッテ アイシタッテ?
オワリサセテ オワリサセテ オワリサセテ オワリサセテ

Why have you killed her? Because I loved her?
Let me end it x4
Track Name: 祈~君の側へ
天国へ旅立ちます 君の側へ
命より愛しい僕を抱きしめられるように

I'll travel to heaven, to your side.
So you can embrace me, who you hold dearer than your own life.

皆ぎゅっと 体、ぶっ壊したかった
僕だけは それを望みはしなかったんだ

Everyone wanted to destroy your body strongly.
Only I didn't wish for this to happen.

君より人生が終わるように祈っていたし神様は
残酷な存在だと言うよ 後ろ姿へと走っているよ

I praid for my life to end before yours, but God
is said to be a cruel creature. I run towards your back.

命あり一つだけ 君の笑う
光、その星々も全部モノクロに染まってゆく
世界とは地獄なの? 考え込み
君だけはハッピーになれたのは願っているよ

There is only one thing in my life: your smile.
The light and the stars and everything are died monochrome.
While I ponder "Is this world hell?"
I wish that at least you have become happy.

二人でずっと、いつしか君は死んだ
高校 始まり、every day 君と一緒に過ごしていた

We have always been together until suddenly you died.
Since we first met in highschool, we have spent every day together.

守りたくていたの 君のその幸福を
僕の気持ちなど これ、大切ないと思うけど

I wanted to protect your happiness.
I don't think of my own feelings as important, you know.

命ありもう何もない 一人になった
毎日、部屋の中で朽ち果てる祈り求めてる
涙はもう来られない 死にゆくように
僕もいつかハッピーになれるかも…?If I return to you

There is nothing left in my life. I've become solitaire.
Every day, I rot away in my room and continue to pray.
My tears won't come out anymore. It feels as if I was dying.
I wonder if I can become happy as well...? If I return to you

命あり一つだけ 君の笑う
もうないから僕も今さ 亡くしまうしてもいい
世界とは地獄なの? 考え込み
それなら空へと見ながら 「また会おうよ」と呼ぶ

There is only one thing in my life: your smile.
Since it's gone I could just die now, too.
I ponder "Is this world hell?"
If that's the case... while looking towards heaven, I shout "I'll see you again!"

天国へ旅立ちます 君の側へ
命より愛しい僕を抱きしめられるように
命より愛しい君を抱き寄せるあげたいから…

I'll travel to heaven, to your side.
So you can embrace me, who you hold dearer than your own life.
Because I want to embrace you, who I hold dearer than my own life...
Track Name: 黒い部屋
何年が過ぎてもアレ続いてく
過去の記憶に僕捕らわれてる
愛も悲しみもすべての情緒を
もう感じてはいないさ 一つだけだ

Even though many years passed, it continues.
I'm captured by memories of my past.
Love, sorrow, all my sensations -
I don't feel it anymore. There's only one thing left.

黒くなって部屋にベッドの上待っている
アノ足の音に 近づくなるでしょ?
もう来ないで、お願いでも キミは僕を—―
終わってしまった 眠りに落ちる。

On top of a bed in a room turning black, I'm waiting
for these footsteps. Aren't they drawing closer?
Please don't come again, I beg you, but you... to me...
You finished. I fall asleep.

どうか
自由させて
僕は飽きてしまった
どうか
返してよ
僕の大事な幼少

Please
set me free somehow.
I'm tired of this.
Please
return it somehow.
My precious childhood.

何年が過ぎてもアレ続いてく
だれか気付いてと思ってるけど
何があってもあのひとは帰ると
いつもの「好き」を言って笑ってかけて

Even though many years passed, it continues.
But I think somebody has noticed.
No matter what happens, that person returns,
says their usual "I love you!" and flashes a smile.

祈ってを止まったよ 神はいないさ
また、小さくてでも 希望はまだいて
目を見ると大丈夫を信じられないよ
ナイフを持って僕を殺して

I stopped praying because God doesn't exist.
But even if it's small, I have some hope again.
I look into your eyes and can't believe you it's alright.
Take a knife and kill me.

どうか
自由させて
僕は飽きてしまった
どうか
返してよ
僕の大事な幸せ

Please
set me free somehow.
I'm tired of this.
Please
return it somehow.
My precious happiness.

黒くなって部屋にベッドの上に眠い
アノ足跡 近づくなるでしょ?
抱きしめた 放ったなき 泣いていった
僕のことを? 眠りに落ちる。

I feel sleepy on top of a bed in a room turning black.
Aren't these footsteps drawing closer?
You embraced me and cried without letting go.
Because of me...? I fall asleep.

赤くなって部屋の床で髪をなでた。
僕は最後に何か感じたよ。
「どうしての、言い訳を聞きたくてもいい—―」
やっぱキミには 愛しき人だ。

On top of the floor in a room turning red you carressed my hair.
I was able to feel something in the end.
"I beg you, even if it's just an excuse, let me hear something..."
I really am precious to you.
Track Name: Sacrifice
I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling
Hands are tied and unable to move
And my throat is dried out
From all the shouts I could never let out

I used to walk on this path
Among the thorns and through the spikes
Until both heaven and earth
Turned black and merged together

The same sound rings in my ears
Everytime the needles pierce my skin
In a bloody hourglass
They measured my purpose to live

The thunder strikes
And souls ignite
Swirling in final wishes

Another strike
And flame dies out
Ashes will pass on its will

Shockwave breaks my bones and skin
In the roaring hurricane
Crimson red, soaked in the blood of sacrifice

It's an offering~ to fate
As the purpose starts to fade
Along with blurred paths I left behind

I look at my hands with a blurry stare
I can see they're trembling with immense pain
I feel all my darkness leaking out from my heart
It seems that I'm back again at the start

Their words are before my eyes
My ears are shut, I don't want to hear
distorted and spoiled with my shame

I want to scream, but nobody can hear
Otherwise, it will be even worse again
I clench my teeth and cover my tears
I wake up, unwillingly facing another day

The blade that has
Impaled my hands
Dripping with blood and confusion

With frozen eyes
I'll just ask "why?"
Before I crumble to sleep

Sunset marked my soul with scars
And it made it a sacrifice
To the past, to non-existant future

I could never fight them back
I could never stand on my own
If I would, they'd just cut my legs off

Just a mundane gift I was
To forgiving oblivion
Speaking with a soul I stole right before I died

I look through the hole in my eyes
Once again in a fake disguise
Never could truly show who I am
Track Name: Turning Tables
Darkness
Hatred
I am
captured and forgotten in this
never ever ending circle
never ever ending circle
always as your obedient doll

Since I was born in this world I was your toy
There was
never any ray of sunlight
never any love to hold on
I was always all alone
locked up in this dark room

Oh please I just want to see
the sun and the azure sky
Oh please set me free
I cant survive in here
Oh please I just want to leave
I´d like to run and have my body for me
Oh please just untie me
I guess it´s hopeless I will die here

silence
torment
held here
locked up and in anguish in this
painful choking gloomy circle
painful choking gloomy circle
tied up and left do die in here

You always smiled and told me whats love to you
it is
suffering in dark apathie
feeling all the pain you give me
always smiling when you hurt me till I...

Oh please I cant take anymore
I need a break cant you see
All the pain is too much for me
I am breaking your hands set me free
All I can see now is your face
satisfied its smiling so happily
I hear the words you whisper to me
but I dont care anymore

you shattered me
I cant see anything anymore
my soul ripped out
and now your
chest slowly changes its color to crimson red
the knife Im holding
is trembling and falling to the ground.
In utter silence we lay here next to each other
and soon the breathing of my empty shell will stop
now that I have killed my life.
Track Name: Eschaton
Seals are broken in the silence
Trumpets' sound rip stars in half
Raise your eyes up to the heavens
Skies dyed crimson red

Bloody raindrops slowly falling
Covered in shame of your sins
Stand your ground and don't be sorry
There's no help for you anyway

Slowly falling apart
I don't even know my true name
We've been torn to pieces
Will you hold my hand?

Standing on a pile of ashes
Soon you'll join them on the ground
Know your guilt, don't run away
For eternity

Nightmares are waiting for you
In the flames of burning hell
Judgement's day has come upon you
Kneel down and know your shame

Seals are broken in the silence
Trumpets' sound rip stars in half
Raise your eyes up to the heavens
Skies dyed crimson red

Bloody raindrops slowly falling
Covered in shame of your sins
Stand your ground and don't be sorry
There's no help for you anyway

When I look at your face
I see all the sleepless nights
I feel all the broken dreams
Within our dried out eyes
Mourning voices
Darkness and distant doom
There's nothing left I could say
Goodbye in fiery flames

Ground has been contaminated
Soaked, corrupted to the bone
Fallen angels cried upon it
But it was far too late

We've been hiding from the monsters
Lurking under our beds
While the true beasts could be found
Living here in human shape

Fire rain is pouring
Stars are falling to the ground
Harbringers are calling
Our world has come to an end
Standing under falling heaven
I'll close my eyes one last time
I'll look at my precious dreams
And die alongside with them

Seals are broken in the silence
Trumpets' sound rip stars in half
Raise your eyes up to the heavens
Skies dyed crimson red

Bloody raindrops slowly falling
Covered in shame of your sins
Stand your ground and don't be sorry
There's no help for you anyway
Track Name: Abyss
Teardrops singing quiet melody
Painted with the colors of words from long, long ago
Purifying you from eternal taint
Non-existant phantom of forsaken past
Covering my ears from noises
Closing my eyes from all the light
Trying to sleep within the horror we live in

Colors once vivid and bright
Are slowly drained away
Leaving hollow, black-and-white world
Dragging its disguise away

Feeling my eyes dripping with
Sweet cascade of broken dreams
Screaming, screaming
Forgive me for this

Before I could turn and run away
Leaves have fallen once again
Forgive me, forgive me
For everything

小さな星の光で
私の心は消えていく
静か願いの音が
この胸の中に死んだ
100年前に私は
美しい夢をあった
今ただ一つは残った
無駄の幻想の絶叫幽霊

(In the light of a little star
My heart disappears
Sound of a silent wish
Died within this chest
A hundred years ago
I had a beautiful dream
Now only one thing remained
Screaming phantom of useless illusion)

Curtain hanging right before my eyes
Separating me from kindly shining, gentle light
Smile has broken my face in distorted pose
Killing last delusion, final ties binding this world

They say that hope dies the last
But there was none from the start
Hollow, so hollow
It's painful to breathe

I'll try to finally close my eyes
To the end
Singing, singing
The last requiem
Track Name: Mist
I had a dream so bright
As the stars up in the sky
Silent wish

The dream that gave me hope
That maybe I could find my peace
Far away

Seeking the hope that I thought I've lost forever

I close my eyes and let my heart sing
Waiting for the moment I find what I hold dear
Slowly in the night
I'll reach out my hands and find my way to you

I looked at the sky
Hoping I could find the answers
to the questions I could never ask

Blue sky replied
With unmoving confidence in it's own eternity
Oh, so wrong

Through the waves and tides
I will force my way
through the obstacles that life's put on my path
Until the end I will follow my faith that you're there for me
Forever
I'll hold you in my arms
Sleep peacefully as sun goes down
We will be together until the end