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地​獄​か​ら​子​守​歌 [Lullabies From Hell] (C90)

by Solair Echoes

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Echoes 01:53
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「二人は永久まで一人のような」 壊れ潰された 『コ』 が言った 愛満ちた地獄で 寂しくない それは十分だ "We will be like one forever", said the girl who was crushed. I'm not lonely in this hell filled with love and that's enough. 守りたくて 愛したくて 続いたくて 隣にいたくて 声を聞いて 顔を見せて 温度を感じて I want to protect you. I want to love you. I want it to go on. I want to be besides you. Let me hear your voice. Let me see your face. I feel your warmth. 髪を撫でて 守りたくて 愛したくて 続いたくて 隣にいたくて 声を聞いて 温度を感じて Carress my hair. I want to protect you. I want to love you. I want it to go on. I want to be besides you. Let me hear your voice. I feel your warmth. 天国はいなくても構わない 笑いを見られるだけでいい 三千世界はね 生き地獄だ 死んでもいい I wouldn't care even if heaven didn't exist. I'm fine with only watching you laugh. The whole world is a living hell. I wish I'd just die. 手をつないで 触りたくて 何処まででも 走り出せる 世界はただ 回り続く 体の中 誰が動く Take my hand, I want to feel you. We can run everywhere. The world just continues spinning. Somebody moves inside of me. 手をつないで 触りたくて 何処まででも 走り出せる 世界はただ… 体の中… Take my hand, I want to feel you. We can run everywhere. The world just... inside of me... 負けてしまった不治の病ボクは 『イトシキ』 を壊れ潰した 寂寞地獄から 子守り歌が 奏で始めてた I, who has lost to my incurable illness, crushed my beloved one. The lullaby from deserted hell starts playing, 解離した現実界 それだけ 二つの世界の間で 寂寞世界はね もっと酷くて 死にたがりて The real world just began to dissociate and I was stuck between two worlds. The deserted hell, you know, is more cruel. I just want to die. キミワドウシテ カノジョノコト コロシテイッテ アイシタッテ? オワリサセテ オワリサセテ オワリサセテ オワリサセテ Why have you killed her? Because I loved her? Let me end it x4
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天国へ旅立ちます 君の側へ 命より愛しい僕を抱きしめられるように I'll travel to heaven, to your side. So you can embrace me, who you hold dearer than your own life. 皆ぎゅっと 体、ぶっ壊したかった 僕だけは それを望みはしなかったんだ Everyone wanted to destroy your body strongly. Only I didn't wish for this to happen. 君より人生が終わるように祈っていたし神様は 残酷な存在だと言うよ 後ろ姿へと走っているよ I praid for my life to end before yours, but God is said to be a cruel creature. I run towards your back. 命あり一つだけ 君の笑う 光、その星々も全部モノクロに染まってゆく 世界とは地獄なの? 考え込み 君だけはハッピーになれたのは願っているよ There is only one thing in my life: your smile. The light and the stars and everything are died monochrome. While I ponder "Is this world hell?" I wish that at least you have become happy. 二人でずっと、いつしか君は死んだ 高校 始まり、every day 君と一緒に過ごしていた We have always been together until suddenly you died. Since we first met in highschool, we have spent every day together. 守りたくていたの 君のその幸福を 僕の気持ちなど これ、大切ないと思うけど I wanted to protect your happiness. I don't think of my own feelings as important, you know. 命ありもう何もない 一人になった 毎日、部屋の中で朽ち果てる祈り求めてる 涙はもう来られない 死にゆくように 僕もいつかハッピーになれるかも…?If I return to you There is nothing left in my life. I've become solitaire. Every day, I rot away in my room and continue to pray. My tears won't come out anymore. It feels as if I was dying. I wonder if I can become happy as well...? If I return to you 命あり一つだけ 君の笑う もうないから僕も今さ 亡くしまうしてもいい 世界とは地獄なの? 考え込み それなら空へと見ながら 「また会おうよ」と呼ぶ There is only one thing in my life: your smile. Since it's gone I could just die now, too. I ponder "Is this world hell?" If that's the case... while looking towards heaven, I shout "I'll see you again!" 天国へ旅立ちます 君の側へ 命より愛しい僕を抱きしめられるように 命より愛しい君を抱き寄せるあげたいから… I'll travel to heaven, to your side. So you can embrace me, who you hold dearer than your own life. Because I want to embrace you, who I hold dearer than my own life...
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黒い部屋 06:55
何年が過ぎてもアレ続いてく 過去の記憶に僕捕らわれてる 愛も悲しみもすべての情緒を もう感じてはいないさ 一つだけだ Even though many years passed, it continues. I'm captured by memories of my past. Love, sorrow, all my sensations - I don't feel it anymore. There's only one thing left. 黒くなって部屋にベッドの上待っている アノ足の音に 近づくなるでしょ? もう来ないで、お願いでも キミは僕を—― 終わってしまった 眠りに落ちる。 On top of a bed in a room turning black, I'm waiting for these footsteps. Aren't they drawing closer? Please don't come again, I beg you, but you... to me... You finished. I fall asleep. どうか 自由させて 僕は飽きてしまった どうか 返してよ 僕の大事な幼少 Please set me free somehow. I'm tired of this. Please return it somehow. My precious childhood. 何年が過ぎてもアレ続いてく だれか気付いてと思ってるけど 何があってもあのひとは帰ると いつもの「好き」を言って笑ってかけて Even though many years passed, it continues. But I think somebody has noticed. No matter what happens, that person returns, says their usual "I love you!" and flashes a smile. 祈ってを止まったよ 神はいないさ また、小さくてでも 希望はまだいて 目を見ると大丈夫を信じられないよ ナイフを持って僕を殺して I stopped praying because God doesn't exist. But even if it's small, I have some hope again. I look into your eyes and can't believe you it's alright. Take a knife and kill me. どうか 自由させて 僕は飽きてしまった どうか 返してよ 僕の大事な幸せ Please set me free somehow. I'm tired of this. Please return it somehow. My precious happiness. 黒くなって部屋にベッドの上に眠い アノ足跡 近づくなるでしょ? 抱きしめた 放ったなき 泣いていった 僕のことを? 眠りに落ちる。 I feel sleepy on top of a bed in a room turning black. Aren't these footsteps drawing closer? You embraced me and cried without letting go. Because of me...? I fall asleep. 赤くなって部屋の床で髪をなでた。 僕は最後に何か感じたよ。 「どうしての、言い訳を聞きたくてもいい—―」 やっぱキミには 愛しき人だ。 On top of the floor in a room turning red you carressed my hair. I was able to feel something in the end. "I beg you, even if it's just an excuse, let me hear something..." I really am precious to you.
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Sacrifice 04:01
I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling Hands are tied and unable to move And my throat is dried out From all the shouts I could never let out I used to walk on this path Among the thorns and through the spikes Until both heaven and earth Turned black and merged together The same sound rings in my ears Everytime the needles pierce my skin In a bloody hourglass They measured my purpose to live The thunder strikes And souls ignite Swirling in final wishes Another strike And flame dies out Ashes will pass on its will Shockwave breaks my bones and skin In the roaring hurricane Crimson red, soaked in the blood of sacrifice It's an offering~ to fate As the purpose starts to fade Along with blurred paths I left behind I look at my hands with a blurry stare I can see they're trembling with immense pain I feel all my darkness leaking out from my heart It seems that I'm back again at the start Their words are before my eyes My ears are shut, I don't want to hear distorted and spoiled with my shame I want to scream, but nobody can hear Otherwise, it will be even worse again I clench my teeth and cover my tears I wake up, unwillingly facing another day The blade that has Impaled my hands Dripping with blood and confusion With frozen eyes I'll just ask "why?" Before I crumble to sleep Sunset marked my soul with scars And it made it a sacrifice To the past, to non-existant future I could never fight them back I could never stand on my own If I would, they'd just cut my legs off Just a mundane gift I was To forgiving oblivion Speaking with a soul I stole right before I died I look through the hole in my eyes Once again in a fake disguise Never could truly show who I am
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Darkness Hatred I am captured and forgotten in this never ever ending circle never ever ending circle always as your obedient doll Since I was born in this world I was your toy There was never any ray of sunlight never any love to hold on I was always all alone locked up in this dark room Oh please I just want to see the sun and the azure sky Oh please set me free I cant survive in here Oh please I just want to leave I´d like to run and have my body for me Oh please just untie me I guess it´s hopeless I will die here silence torment held here locked up and in anguish in this painful choking gloomy circle painful choking gloomy circle tied up and left do die in here You always smiled and told me whats love to you it is suffering in dark apathie feeling all the pain you give me always smiling when you hurt me till I... Oh please I cant take anymore I need a break cant you see All the pain is too much for me I am breaking your hands set me free All I can see now is your face satisfied its smiling so happily I hear the words you whisper to me but I dont care anymore you shattered me I cant see anything anymore my soul ripped out and now your chest slowly changes its color to crimson red the knife Im holding is trembling and falling to the ground. In utter silence we lay here next to each other and soon the breathing of my empty shell will stop now that I have killed my life.
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Eschaton 03:34
Seals are broken in the silence Trumpets' sound rip stars in half Raise your eyes up to the heavens Skies dyed crimson red Bloody raindrops slowly falling Covered in shame of your sins Stand your ground and don't be sorry There's no help for you anyway Slowly falling apart I don't even know my true name We've been torn to pieces Will you hold my hand? Standing on a pile of ashes Soon you'll join them on the ground Know your guilt, don't run away For eternity Nightmares are waiting for you In the flames of burning hell Judgement's day has come upon you Kneel down and know your shame Seals are broken in the silence Trumpets' sound rip stars in half Raise your eyes up to the heavens Skies dyed crimson red Bloody raindrops slowly falling Covered in shame of your sins Stand your ground and don't be sorry There's no help for you anyway When I look at your face I see all the sleepless nights I feel all the broken dreams Within our dried out eyes Mourning voices Darkness and distant doom There's nothing left I could say Goodbye in fiery flames Ground has been contaminated Soaked, corrupted to the bone Fallen angels cried upon it But it was far too late We've been hiding from the monsters Lurking under our beds While the true beasts could be found Living here in human shape Fire rain is pouring Stars are falling to the ground Harbringers are calling Our world has come to an end Standing under falling heaven I'll close my eyes one last time I'll look at my precious dreams And die alongside with them Seals are broken in the silence Trumpets' sound rip stars in half Raise your eyes up to the heavens Skies dyed crimson red Bloody raindrops slowly falling Covered in shame of your sins Stand your ground and don't be sorry There's no help for you anyway
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Abyss 05:21
Teardrops singing quiet melody Painted with the colors of words from long, long ago Purifying you from eternal taint Non-existant phantom of forsaken past Covering my ears from noises Closing my eyes from all the light Trying to sleep within the horror we live in Colors once vivid and bright Are slowly drained away Leaving hollow, black-and-white world Dragging its disguise away Feeling my eyes dripping with Sweet cascade of broken dreams Screaming, screaming Forgive me for this Before I could turn and run away Leaves have fallen once again Forgive me, forgive me For everything 小さな星の光で 私の心は消えていく 静か願いの音が この胸の中に死んだ 100年前に私は 美しい夢をあった 今ただ一つは残った 無駄の幻想の絶叫幽霊 (In the light of a little star My heart disappears Sound of a silent wish Died within this chest A hundred years ago I had a beautiful dream Now only one thing remained Screaming phantom of useless illusion) Curtain hanging right before my eyes Separating me from kindly shining, gentle light Smile has broken my face in distorted pose Killing last delusion, final ties binding this world They say that hope dies the last But there was none from the start Hollow, so hollow It's painful to breathe I'll try to finally close my eyes To the end Singing, singing The last requiem
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Mist 03:58
I had a dream so bright As the stars up in the sky Silent wish The dream that gave me hope That maybe I could find my peace Far away Seeking the hope that I thought I've lost forever I close my eyes and let my heart sing Waiting for the moment I find what I hold dear Slowly in the night I'll reach out my hands and find my way to you I looked at the sky Hoping I could find the answers to the questions I could never ask Blue sky replied With unmoving confidence in it's own eternity Oh, so wrong Through the waves and tides I will force my way through the obstacles that life's put on my path Until the end I will follow my faith that you're there for me Forever I'll hold you in my arms Sleep peacefully as sun goes down We will be together until the end

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released August 13, 2016

credits

arrangement:
Karasu

violin:
Emmy (Track 09)

Lyrics:
H*M (Track 02/03/05)
Karasu (Track 06/08/10/11)
Lian (Track 07)

Vocals:
H*M (Track 02/03/07/10)
Lian (Track 05/06/08/10)
Emmy (Track 02/08/10/11)

illustration:
Lian

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